Poetry
Poems by Jason Shinder
Author of Every Room We ever Slept In. Founder and director of YMCA National Writer's Voice, and Century films, he teachs in MFA programs in Bennington College and The New School.
A Crowd Stands for One Person
Here's a corny card I found in an old shop
on Main Street —two angels
who don't hesitate to kiss each other's lips.
I walk into the market with the greatest of ease
and buy a yogurt and low-fat potato chips.
And a woman strolls in and buys a quart of milk
and no one admits it is something else she wants.
They sit around the fireplace at night and dram
they have a fire burning inside them, too. Why
is it so difficult for them? Sure,
I am standing outside their windows as if
it were a natural part of life.
I have something I meant to say. It's a rare moment
when the loves of the past walk from the fire.
Madness Frequently Discovers Itself in Love
In August the salt-spray of the sea-town
I live in settles
on the sidewalks. And the one eating
with his mouth open,
talking endlessly about shoes
is gazing out
on the harbor. I hate him because
to say he is mad is to say
his troubles are not like mine. I find others
like me, hands in pockets,
walking into the movie theater, their voices
softening, with a faint melody,
as the house lights go off-white-to-yellow,
black —everyone partners
against the bright world outside.
I am not ashamed
of the tears on my face. But, outside,
the stories of others
do not move me. I buy some tea and cookies,
talk to no one.
Into an Occasion for Celebration, by Jason Shinder
I'm afraid if I come
I'll sound like someone
I don't know—luoder, deeper
and repeated over and over,
every soft-flung syllable,
salt-spray of irregular breathing.
Don't you want to?
Even the possibility of it
doesn't move me,
thinking about it in front of her.
Excited, and wanting like anything
to fuck her,
everything gathers itself up
inside me and then abruptly stops.
I'm from another planet, I say,
opening a bottle of wine on the bed.
I can change before the dark does.
A city hushed, reduced to breathing
into her ear,
for so long the moon
no long round but a tunnel
toward the river.
Is this okay? It's so much better
when I don't ask.
Poems by Dylan Thomas
(Born in Swansea, England, in 1914 - New York 1953)
The force that trough the green fuse
drives the flower
The force that through the green fuse drives the flower
Drives my green age; that blasts the roots of trees
Is my destroyer.
And I am dumb to tell the crooked rose
My youth is bent by the same wintry fever.
The force that drives the water through the rocks
Drives my red blood; that dries the mouthing streams
Turns mine to wax.
And I am dumb to mouth unto my veins
How at the mountain spring the same mouth sucks.
The hand that whirls the water in the pool
Stirs the quicksand; that ropes the blowing wind
Hauls my shroud sail.
And I am dumb to tell the hanging man
How of my clay is made the hangman's lime.
The lips of time leech to the fountain head;
Love drips and gathers, but the fallen blood
Shakll calm her sores.
And I am dumb to tell a weather's wind
How time has ticked a heaven round the stars.
And I am dumb to tell the lover's tomb
How at my sheet goes the same crooked worm.
The Conversation of Prayer
The conversation of prayers about to be said
By the child going to bed and the man on the stairs
Who climbs to his dying love in her high room,
The one not caring to whom in his sleep he will move
and the other full of tears that she will be dead,
Turns in the dark on the sound they know will arise
Into the answering skies from the green ground,
From the man on the stairs and the child by his bed.
The sound about to be said in the two prayers
For the sleep in a safe land and the love who dies
Will be the same grief flying. Whom shall they calm?
Shall the child sleep unharmed or the man be crying?
The conversation of prayers about to be said
Turns on the quick and the dead, and the man on the stairs
To-night shall find no dying but alive and warm
In the fire of his care his love in the high room.
And the child not caring to whom he climbs his prayer
Shall drown in a grief as deep as his true grave,
And mark the dark eyed wave, through the eyes of sleep,
Dragging him up the stairs to one who lies dead.
Vision and prayer (I) Passage
Who
Are you
Who is born
In the next room
So loud to my own
That I can hear the womb
Opening and the dark run
Over the ghost and the dropped son
Behind the wall thin as a wren's bone?
In the birth bloody room unknown
To the burn and turn of time
And the heart print of man
Bows no baptism
But dark alone
Blessing on
The wild
Child.
I
Must lie
Still as stone
By the wren bone
Wall hearing the moan
Of the mother hidden
And the shadowed head of pain
Casting to-morrow like a thorn
And the midwiwes of miracle sing
Until the turbulent new born
Burns me his name and his flame
And the winged wall is torn
By his torrid crown
And the dark thrown
From his loin
To bright
Light.
When
The wren
Bone writhes down
And the first dawn
Furied by his stream
Swarms on the kingdom come
Of the dazzler of heaven
And the splashed mothering maiden
Who bore him with a bonfire in
His mouth and rocked him like a storm
I shall run lost in sudden
Terror and shining from
The once hooded room
Crying in vain
In the caldron
Of his
Kiss
In
The spin
Of the sun
In the spuming
Cyclone of his wing
For I was lost who am
Crying at the man drenched throne
In the first fury of his stream
And the lightnings of adoration
Back to black silence melt and mourn
For I was lost who have come
To dumbfounding haven
And the finding one
And the high noon
Of his wound
Blinds my
Cry.
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